You hope that there is some kind of slam dunk finale that will end all of this misery that you have had to deal with in your life – this is what has brought on today’s great enlightenment search and also the absolute nonsense that is part of the accompanying baggage that comes with it. This baggage tags along for the ride. If you were to ask your teachers about the pain and suffering that they still feel on a daily basis - within their continuing movement of learning that they did not get to where they had hoped to get to within their new classroom flowerings – it is guaranteed that you would not get an honest answer. These teachers are still suffering, they just keep quiet about it and in some cases, even to themselves.
If you wish to free up from being lost within the mechanics of where you find yourself, then you are going to have to learn to leave alone this unconscious activity that you get up to which perpetuates your misery on a momentary basis. You will have to bring consciousness to your table and this you will have tremendous resistance to doing.
You are to find this you of you that is already flowing through the eyes of this mindbody that you find yourself flowing through. You are to find this one and you are to stop at and as this one – on a moment by moment basis. You will not have an experience of this one that is already true of you, this you of you is completely beyond all experience. You have to be this one. You come to the knowing of who you are by being who you are and because it is you you can be it, even right now.
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